Have you ever given your life, soul, your entire being to someones teachings? I have. Have you ever questioned yourself on how you can do that without meeting this person physically? I have. Have you ever felt like the only thing you want to do is imbibe all the teachings and share it in your own unique way? I have. Have you ever had conversations with someone you’ve never met in your head? I have. Have you asked a hundred questions, had a hundred conversations, not left any stone unturned with someone? I have. Have you sat in silence each day for many many days thinking of all that you’ve become because of this one person? I have. Have you ever felt like the world is falling apart in front of you? I have. Have you ever felt so lonely even though you have everything? I have. Have you ever come to the realisation that somethings are not meant to be so then just let it go? I have. Have you surrendered, once, twice, thrice, but then gone back to square one and then again restarted to surrender once, twice, thrice? I have. Have you finally come to the realization that it’s best to love yourself deeply than love anyone else? I have. Have you had multiple synchronicities in a span of few months that makes your jaw drop? I have. Have you been consumed in your inner world that you lose track of the outer world for a while? I have. Have you seen pictures after pictures of someone you love dearly only to realise you don’t have one to hold onto, all you have are some mental images that you’ve created and thoughts? I have. Have you cried yourself to sleep and cried yourself to wake up? I have. Have you missed someone so much, someone you’ve never met? I have. I have done this and so much more. I have. I have. I have. And. I will. I will. I will.
I see myself somewhere these days, somewhere big and wide and expansive. I see myself shaking the earth and breaking boundaries and reaching the moon. I see myself making a mark in this world, however small. I see myself making connections, so many beautiful connections. I see myself being the change I want to see in the world. I see myself loving myself to bits and more. I see myself being there for kids who haven’t had a chance at life. I see myself. I see myself.
Lots of Love,
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